Entha Pennilum ellatha onru...

I have been having a great time last one month..talking to a girl over the phone... met her thru one of the matrimonial websites..

she had something special ..to put it tamil "Entha Pennilum elatha Onru...etho...athu etho.." she had... that got attracted to me ...........

Its been a month now..since I have been talking to her... all we have done thru our talk is had discussions on various topics. We have fought more number of times than generally talk... our fight has brought us closer...infact we(sorry not we .. I) have been thinking about marrying her.. I knew I had to give up on lot of my expectation on marrying her ... but at times u can do that ..if u feel u r expectation were stupid.... She spoke to me such that "She made me feel she was right for me!!!"..
In all the discussions , I missed one important thing ..."Was I the right guy for her"?? never thought about it...but have been very honest with her ... told her things tht she would expect on marrying me ...
and at one instance..she was ready to send her horoscope to my house...

At times , I think too much..and make stupid mistakes....this is one instant..when the girl offered me to send her horoscope..I said think well before u say this...This just shows how less confident I am.. I never gave the confidence to the girl ...That I will be the right guy for her ....

She questioned on all my expectations ..my reasoning ..and I was sucessful in convincing her at few times..

As expected ...a twist..in our story...

And ..on Diwali ...She said .."Her dad has already seen a guy for her and she is goin to marry him"... I never questioned her ... it is the trust I had on her ..that she was doing wht was right for her.........

today we are good friends ...we are goin on our own paths and let our fate decide on our life....


leanrt lessons
"Dont ever think on golden opportunities .. just grab it ...."
"At times being honest ...is not good.........."
"See how u fit in other's life rather than how they fit in your life"


any how ..its time for me to find another interesting girl......will find her soon..............